2dae wake up at abt 10 plus in e morning..den duno wat i did..den went bath..den read story book..i juz started reading e 1st pg den my eyes is filled wif tearz liao..duno y..haiz..den sky cum..ltr james n dione cum..den abt 4 bah..simon cum..den..i was in my rm readin my story book..addicted to it liao..but i shud b studyin my chinese de ryt..haiz..den i realise i 4get 2 take bac my shou ce frm rina..den wanna go her hse take..den my mother don wanna go..den i ask my bro go wif me..den he oso don wanna go..den simon hv 2 acc me..hehe..thks..den haiz..tok abt my results..really wanna cry again..tt dae afta takin my last paper..i burst into tearz lor..den lyk asthma lyk tt..thks jonice n yan hong..den he tel me muz study hard al tt..den he oso kan de qi me..but i scared i disappoint evrione..evrione's hope n tinks tt i cn do it..but i felt so pressurise..coz my grade for myself oso quite high..n my mid-yr grade disappoint me..haiz..i kip tellin myself 2 study hard..but i nv study hard enaff..haiz..whn no1 toks 2 me..or im alone..i'll tink abt my grades n i wil start sobbin..haiz..but i hv 2 try 2 hold bac my tearz..den unhappy tings kip happen..haiz..but i stil hv 2 pretend 2 b happy..n put a smile on my face to show tt im happy..haiz..den haiz.."attitude" wat iszit..y is cause so much misunderstanding..haiz..nvm..suan le..dis few daes duno wat happen..my body functions lyk got prob..here pain der pain..den ytd pain for whole de..wah..1st tym lyk tt..haiz...nth le bah..BB |