wats all dis abt??
i duno..
its been a hard yr since poly started..
i've been enduring til nw..
im stil so 'wu nai'
afta dose words had been sad..
whud they really noe wat 2 do??
tearz juz came flowing down..
whud dey stil ask for dis..
ask for tt??
hope dey cn wake up..
especially the eldest!!!
'zhen de hao lei le' - the words said..
saying out e life of past, present n future..
its really been getting dimmer..
-.-

thurs had maths test
2 words - not fair
1 more word - difficult
afta tt went vivo..
mr pang's fren joined us..
den watched midnight sun - NICE
fri went for jk's outing..
afta tt went wok wok..
sat went rina's hse
2dae went for sum ting..
den i won e lucky draw
i won a bicycle ^^
went hm..
went hawker eat..
become wet chicken..
gonna sell ice-cream frm tue to sun..
rest for a few days den wok at expo..

finally m&m test ended..
its a torture u noe..
i juz hate e theory..
nex term will b hands on..
gonna b fun??
hope so..hehe..
tml maths test..
don feel as stress as ytd whn studying for m&m..
coz i had a gd few hrs slp..hehe..
i felt tt i've bcum more impatient..
more easily irritated since dis sem started..
i duno wat happen..
but i don wan dis 2 happen 2 me..
i gonna stay happy..
overcome all obstacles..
and endure all it takes 2 be..
i rather dey sae i smile stupidly..
den saying i luk scary as in nt enaff slp - lyk ghost??
haha..
hven started studying maths..
so..
will go study nw..
tata..
wish my luck..hehe..

haiz..haiz..
been so long since i last blog??
hehe..nvm..
busy busy busy..
tired..
i really hate my life now..
its really getting tougher..
and ders really so mych tings 2 doubt abt..
so many tings i gotta tink abt..
evriting..
been enduring dis n tt..
i'm getting more awkward ard me too..
don feel lyk getting aniwhr..
juz feel lyk staying at hm..
enjoy my tv shows..
throw away all e stressness..
whr laziness came to me again..
at e same tym..
im scared of getting bac 2 my once a super big sized girl..
tho nw im stil big size..
e once upon a tym is abt 20-30 more heavier den nw..
and my elder sis seems 2 getting more weird..
wateva i or my other family sae..
she juz don care..
haiz~
ders nth seems 2 get ani progress..
my dad says its coz im too tired..
but..i juz feel so insecure..
hving e dream on fri nite..
whr i juz lay on my bed awhile ltr..
tt scary tings happened..
i am really scared..
coz its juz so real..
i rmb i did try 2 do sumting..
but tt person?? juz kip forcing me and scolding me or wateva it is..
i tink i saw tatoos on tt person..
ders more of his guards ard or sumting???..
i hope its juz a dream..
but..its juz so real..
coz i rmb i did try 2 open my eyes or sumting??..
hao fan ar..
im getting headaches easily duno since whn..
starting of dis sem??
ders really too much 2 handle..
i juz hope..i cn get thru dis part of my life..
n live better sooner..
i hate e life nw..
i felt tt..haiz..nvm..
ders juz too much 2 sae..
n im tinkin too too much..
evrione's indirectly giving alot of stress..
im really tired -.-

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