please don't let me dream

Boon
i din get to send you off today
sorry*
i know you won't mind
i can still see your smiles
my mind keep flashing images of you
happy memories i can say
probably you're just around us
we'll never forget you!

i am trying hard
i am staying strong
can't let my emotion affect others around me
just that once in awhile the tears just fall
i'm better now
feel like everything seems to be just a dream
iszit over now?

just now foong told me boon's jie fu sae
when they went see his body
he only got 'pi wai shang'
nothing serious u can see
reason must be he'sspeeding very fast
causing his internal to 'bao' when he flew out n bang e divider
internal injury is definitely more serious than being able to see them

For some life lasts a short while,
But the memories it holds last forever.

i think 2008 isn't a good year

bad news adding on one after another
we just can't control the fragile lifes of human
you just have to be very careful in whatever you do
even just taking a small step while walking

feeling complicated & vexed
my mind just can't stop thinking
thinking about what i'm gonna hear next

it isn't good for a sick person to fall sick
it's a torture

my whole body is just so flooded
i can't stop the tears from flowing
even when i've tried to turn the tap off

what can i say or do?
i'm clueless
i just have to learn to accept it

thks Diyanah for the m&m
thks my friends who cheered me up

indulged myself with lots of things during work
tiring and makes me feel heavy
but it helps to numb


it's just a matter of time..
the time to heal everything..
the time that we must cherish..
the time that we are fated to have..

it's just so heartbreaking to know that
one of your friend had left
it's a friend that you can never get back again
hearing all the regrets makes you guilty somehow
if that time.. if that day.. if and all the ifs
will never happen again

this should be one and only group with him
that i can find

remembering the Alferz days?

our friend who likes jay alot
also someone who resembles him too
happy memories from sec sch
& in NYP
the smile he alwayz give makes you smile
cause of his tiny eyes
reminding me of mashi maro

i'm happy to have you as a friend in this life
hoping that we can be friends again in next
i'm sure you'll look upon your family & friends up there
rest in peace*

hope he's family & gf are coping well

A memory lasts forever,
Never does it die.
True friends stay together,
And never say goodbye.

sometimes
ANNOYING
can make you go crazy
be it a person, a thing or the weather etc
SCREAMZ*

suppose to do my report
but i slack from friday til now
it's just plain laziness
who can give me the motivation?

moreover
my lappy is giving me prob
msn can't get in now cause of some key port thingy
i'm using desktop now
I WANT A NEW LAPTOP!
>.<
just feeling boiled up
don't know how am i going to survive
when school reopens

waiting isn't the worst,
the worst is when even waiting has lost it's meaning

attended Daniel's Hip Hop 1 today
it's fun!!
lots of hopping

registered for House I
=)

went back home
after that off for late lunch at clark quay
one of the bakuteh stall
my sis say nice
but when we were there
food ain't good
service is worst
that boi who was serving out e food
said in a harsh tone
"ey, take that away"
to my mummy
asking her to move away the sauces
it'd be better if that person said it in a nice manner
but he's attitude is really..
1 word - RUDE
my dad was angry

anyway
tt gonna be the last time i'm going there
haven't really taste bakuteh tt's as good as my dad's
too bad his not into this business already

anyway
i still have my all time favourite
lime juice
it falls under e same category as lemonade or limmeade
cause they are the same family
if there isn;t this drinks
plum or orange juice would be preferred
^^

this is the food we ordered
they are too salty
also lots of M.S.G

journey after that was really long
fetch my mummy home 1st
den we went to joochiat
then to PP to do some shopping

some stupid pictures
>.<

cleaned up my page
i'm happy with it
i like the song too
=)

left 4 more working days next week
should be having Billy Bombers on last day

jia yang & another girl last day today
they going china next fri

Diyanah told me something
which may or may not be true
but it's better for me to take some precautions

Friends:
please don't pick up any calls having the numbers in RED
it may be alot of digits or just 5??
i'm not too sure
but better be safe then sorry
it'll cost your life
this happened in INDO where 9 lives had been taken

time pass quite fast before lunch
after lunch the time just seems to be moving like the flyers

anyway
long weekends
gonna rush out my reports
after IA gonna be back to school
and shopping for my desk

signing up for House tml

i don't know
but sometimes
my 6th sense is just so strong
i'm staying positive about it
^^

Only a life lived for others, is a life worthwhile

been dozing off at work
having sleeping difficulty

i'm tired yet i can't sleep at night
it's been giving me headaches
probably i'm too excited that IA gonna end soon
in like 9 more days
means im left with 8 days to finish up the report
which brenz reminded me that i gonna let supervisor sign
i'm abit stress up sonehow
but it's gonna be fine i suppose

gonna do a presentation on last day
just hope the engineers get what designers do
and don't shoot me with questions i don't know how to answer
needed get things done
but my laziness is stopping me
thats's just an excuse
i'm just stressing myself

i can do it!!
just look forward to the day
and everything will be fine and done
=)

SAKAE for dinner
1.99 increase to 2.29
aniway ppl will still eat when they crave for it isn't it?
price increase but quality din
i prefer to eat ramen now
=p

anyway
i just don't understand why ppl hold grudges for so long
don't know how to face the person again or what?
i'm not sure
the anger iszit that high?
it just spoils any r/s
it makes me stressful to be the middle-person
open up your heart people
^^
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Sow a thought and you reap an action;
sow an act and you reap a habit;
sow a habit and you reap a character;
sow a character and you reap a destiny.

work today was bad
feeling lethargic the whole day
a new style of chatting not msn, not facebook
but e-mail
hehe

let's blog about mothers' day

SUNDAY
had a wonderful dinner at ECP
THE INTERNATIONAL SEAFOOD MARKET & RESTAURANT
nice place and experience
but expensive
overall about 1000++
-.-
thks aunt
i only had a contribution of $10
=p

after that went on to chill out
at ECP area still just at different points

few pictures below
more pictures in my facebook
=)

a certificate i made for my mummy

MONDAY
after work got home
en came to fetch me
went oschool for xuehui's class
i want to say the carpark is really old
=p

ray came to meet us after our dance
den off to bedok 85 to meet candy
had a wonderful dinner
and i drove back home
thks en

check out all the pictures from facebook
=)

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let's summarize what happen this week

it's been quite a busy week for me
lots of events
=)

monday blogged
so lets start with tuesday
pictures can be seen from my facebook
so will only upload afew
if not my blog gonna explode
=p

Tuesday
after work meet up with the girls
celebrated en's bdae 1 day in advanced
went to have sakura buffet at orchard shopping centre
it's yummy

good news from rina
VIVO was found!!
so happy and excited
it's been lyk 3 months already
moreover while in office
i had sudden thought of vivo
and evening the good news came
i'm so happy
^^

ltr on went over to PS to meet up ray
off to parklane for pool session
been awhile since i touched them
had J.Co donuts bought by en
yummy!!
went home around 11 plus
reached our territory b4 12
so we slowly walk to my house til 12am
den we sang bdae song again
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EN!

Wednesday
after work off to bugis to meer candice, rina & vivien
shopping time
candice got hersef quite a few things
i can't find any
off to rina's house
aunt's and uncle eddie bought jap food for dinner
filling!!
vivo seems to be more obedient now
still as active as ever
^^

Thursday
after work
off to town to meet up km, pang & joachim
lilin - km's sec sch fren came too
it's a weird combination meet up
but it's fun
=D

had pastamania for dinner
joachim did something evil
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Friday
rush back home after work
get ready for couz Eric's wedding
aniway
i just needa bath and dress up
i'm not candice who used up so much time to make up
and eunice used up super long time to do her hair
..hehe..
cousins unity rox!!
lots of couzy pics
go see from facebook..hehe..
e next couz wedding will be during dec
e adults knows what to do about for us
being so happy to stay together
the dishes are yummy too!!


Saturday
early in the morning went bank to change book
rush to cityhall to meet pang, meiling & yong qi
e plan is km gonna mit sh
have subway breakfast
den say i'm gonna be late
bought cake prepare to surprise sh
sh's in e toilet
so i go find km as her go toilet find sh
den i ask pang, ml & yq to come down
we prepare e cake
so 3 of them gonna hide
i gonna sit there and act tired
she was nearing
den we started singing
she was surprised pang, ml & yq was here too
though it's a short while
it's worthwhile
=)

sh & me gonna go Oschool for locking class
e rest went to PS
last day for locking class
the choreo was long!
but fun!
FUNKY





ltr on eunice n me went to PS to get something for my mummy
but found nth
it's ok
den we had a challenge
she gonna take mrt from PS to Aljunied
then walk home
for me
i gonna walk back to Oschool there to take bus home
saw who can reach home 1st
in the end the winner is ME!!
..hehe..

dinner at Tampiness Street 11
nice
=)

slacked
din do what i planned to do
also, the "homework" im suppose to do for work
mayb shall use e morning time tml to do
coz will be going out to celebrate mother's day
^^
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A moment's insight is sometimes worth a life's experience

support my couz RINA
http://www.ccf.org.sg/hfh/webApp/shaveeBIO.php?shaveeId=37
she's so brave

MAY birthday bash today at BD
will be the last bdae celebration with them
our hardworking secretary fell frm the roller chair
pity her
she's quite old already
also, she's quite stubborn
hope she's fine now

time pass quite fast today
mohan show me a show
"The Moment of Truth"
watch it from youtube
there's good and bad about this show
also there maybe
you can't lie!!


i can't do well
but i'm trying
>.<

Locking was fun today with partnering
stayed back in oschool to get some files frm Ian

watched ppl hving popping class
the muscles and all
i seriously cnt control i think
hehe
popping is also under funk style
=)

will be applying for house course
not so sure if i'm continuing locking II
hmmmm...

3 more weeks for my IA to end
1 week holiday b4 i goin back to school
and gonna do some shopping for my table
but then km will be going for her IA
cy will be going to china
our clique can only reunit at the 4th period
coz sh & mh going to china during 3rd period
haiz..
1.2.3 all oso have
so left 4 for us to be together again
before we graduate
-.-

probably i'm thinking too much
probably that's not the case
probably it may be
>.<

"Nobody can go back to start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending"



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happy labour day!
it's MAY DAY
=)

i stayed at home whole day today
i need to rest
packed food whole dae
mac for dinner
my mummy ask for it de
something funny happen
i open up e mcspicy
den i find it weird
coz it look short
den i take it up
the base bread is missing
maybe that deliveryman eat it??
haha

ok lets blog abt ytd
work was boring
sms en abt half the day
so my time can pass quickly
so bang into daniel 2 times
coz she's at the duno whr gonna wait so long
ke lian

after tt went oschool buy big groove concert tix
den meet someone do some shopping
next mit candy off to ms
en n ping late
so i did shopping
topshop got 20% - mayday special
den i bot another shirt frm zara too
=p

they came den we went over to KENNY ROGERS

we ordered the 4 person eat de
4get the name
nvm =p

i had my pink lemonade!!

we had 4 different coloured straws
our side dishes
baked rice
macaroni & cheese
mashed potato
coleslaw

our chicken!!

yummy!!

after that off to esplanade to chill out
can't make it for st james with the other girls
(sorry, we'll go some other time k)

while waiting for candy to come out from toilet

what a pic
hehe

we went rooftop
did some crazy things
realised that jumping isn't easy
we took super alot
but i'll post a few of it
=)

en passed me over the car key
drove to ping's hse
met some bad driver's
im alwayz so unlucky
-.-

the two happy passengers

the front

while waiting for ping
changed driver
after a yakult
we are ready to go homethks en
=)

i gained weight!!
and its quite alot
i must go on diet already!!
>.<