link to the gallery of the dragon boaters


link to the Jeremy's Goh Friendster


rest in peace*

km - i know that you've got a shocking news from your mother just now. and you only got to know that he[STEPHEN LOH SOON ANN] is your relative. its really so sudden to only know about him after his death. at least, u know that you had a great relative. he sure will be happy wherever he is. cheers.

got to know again that 3 out of 5 of them are ex-NYP students...
truely great seniors we had..
salute*

anyway..
this whole month does not seems to be a smooth 1..
there seems to be so much problems going on..
death of young people etc..
life is just so fragile..

concerning friends
how can one be living their life without friends??
i still can't figure out "once in a blue moon" definition of friends..
even for people that we don't know..
we'll feel sorry for them..
we'll have feelings..
i just don't understand the weird definition..
RELATIONSHIPS of friends, family, BGR etc is really a big topic to tok abt..
a few of my friends are facing BGR problems which made them so miserable..
seeing them so sad really make us "wu nai"
haiz..
complicated*

so many things need to be thought through..
just too much for our 1 and only precious life..
the journey of our life is to be treasured and experienced by ourselves
& to be remembered by people around you, of cause - yourself*

monday
a chatting day about BGR
friends are so troubled about it..
hope their problems are solved quickly ^^
stayed back after skool and continue the topic..
alot of things to be thought..

tuesday
short day
mid-crit was ok..
i need to get to the right track..
if not it'll be too shallow..
meeting en and eunice at orchard..
cine > heeren > taka...
had PEPPER LUNCH for dinner..
liping came after and continue walking..
fareast > lido..
settled down @ mac for long chats..
DEBATING between ping & en
its funny but meaningful =)
[you must put yourself in other people's shoe before you discriminate them]
toilet trip was a scary one..
i scare ping and we ran out for help..
e other 2 join us and another weird thing happen..
maybe i think too much..
upload pics once i get 'em

wednesday
short day - lesson was quite short with videos
shock day - com lab computers all shut down and most people din save their file.
YQ lost her hp weirdly [wondering] hope she's fine now =)
went bugis with km..
super boring..
everything's e same >.<
no point following that kinda trend
have your own style =D
super tired

both my legs cramped in e middle of e night..
its super pain T.T
MS sae im pregnant .vs. EUNICE sae its too cold
eunice reason is more acceptable =p

TIRED!!!
boring day tml
ciao~

1 HR BIN DESIGN

FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES - favourite =)

its sad to hear about the death of 5 singaporean from the dragon boat team..
so young and this accident happen to them during their favourite time - dragon boating..
it's a pity to lose them..
may they rest in peace*
SAFETY FIRST PLEASE

friday
class was a short one
went vivo for some exhibition..
those work are from students of Switzerland's if I'm not wrong..
took bus home and i was a super long journey..
someone behind me was snoring super loudly throughout the journey -.-
bus-sick again..
back home - manged to format my lappy
but only finished everything today..
some pictures to show =)






saturday
had mac for lunch
Enchanted - a must watch ^^

Oschool after that..
today everyone is not so active..
only daniel himself..
i think cause the lights are dim..hehe..
FLEXIBILITY!!
anyway - tiring but fun
en & me super KPO =p
sihui will join us soon..hehe..
recital next week..
bus journey home was disgusting - no comments >.<
我猜 is nice tonight =)

i got a stupid aggressive "love" virus
its really super 'xiong'
no retreat - a second and you'll get it
it made my whole system lagged..
and it changed my wallpaper into dis red thingy..
so bloody..
alot of pop ups every seconds..
also there'll be a picture of a malay or indo girl appearing with texts..
km sae there's a story behind it..
its just a super lame story and creation of e virus
the concept is ridiculous..hehe..
i took super long to transfer my files!!
my projects and all..
now i've just sent 2 files..
from about 8pm - faint*

some of my classmates got tt from our school com..
which is spreading around aggressively!!
becareful ^^
its more fierce than e msn virus..

20 nov was a "twin" day
3 pairs coincidentally became twin..
girl-boy pair
girl-girl pair (our 2nd time being twin ^^)

boy-boy twin

our twins were really so accident =)

headaches!!
presentations nex week and so on..
need to reinstall all e software tt i need 2 do my projects -.-
stupid virus made me had a stupid dream =p

sorry about last few emotional entry
i just feel so stupid..
nvm..
hehe..

I FEEL STUPID TODAY =P
thks km, fiona, sihui
hmm..cy n mh for e chocolate??..hehe..
LESSON LEARNT
i am not going to be like a fool..hehe..
smile is back =)

SICK
i think is the rain just now -.-
use whole box of tissue..

pictures time..
but i only manage to upload this 'JAPAN' pic ^^
bloggers keep having problems uploading -.-

ENJOY




will upload more funny pictures tml =)

let bygones be bygones..
cheerios!!

“There is nothing more dreadful than the habit of doubt. Doubt separates people. It is a poison that disintegrates friendships and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts; it is a sword that kills.”

"we must all suffer one of two things: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret or disappointment"

week 6 of school
things begin to pile up higher


sometimes things just won't go the way we want,
but we have no choice.
sometimes giving up may be a way,
but it ain't the good choice.
sometimes avoid is a way to direct away from the problem,
but it will increase the burden.
sometimes you just have to carry on with your life that has been going on that way,
but you'll never be able to enjoy that part of your life.

“The sudden disappointment of a hope leaves a scar which the ultimate fulfillment of that hope never entirely removes.”

went to Andy Warhol arts exhibition at mhd sultan rd
we lost our way - ml, yq, km n me
in the end we went into a cake shop - the patissier [i 4got how to spell]
ask them for e direction..
they were kind enough to check for us using e internet..
so we bot a strawberry tart from them - $5.35 [YUMMY!]
and we found the big A - wow
but its abit small, too little things shown i felt..
overall not bad
my mickey was there too ^^
had long john at central and gotta rush off to Oschool
btw, FISH was there at 4pm for her lastest album
but im oready off =p
lesson was great today
daniel was quite high,
don't know why???
keep laughing
hehe..
Recital on 1st dec 7pm to 10pm @ "the pavilian on the square" which is the pavillion at far east square??
anihow..hehe =p
go or don't go??
think first..

i think i sprain my neck from the shoulder step i did just now..
i suppose B is the culprit =p

yesterday an insurance agent called
today a policeman
faint*

fifth week of school ended
week 6 is coming..
model making has to be handed up on week 13..
we only have 7 more weeks to do it..
sihui!! - must faster do!!
m&m3 - week 8!!
2 more weeks for this...

coming thurs comskills presentation
subrina's submission should be on week 9??

khairul give a new brief today..
i don't know iszit a project??
cause i din catch what he say =p

koufu poster at e end of e month??
i hven start -.-
ORIENTIAL!!!

headaches..
nvm..
tml gonna be a fun day =)
ciao~

NICE =)

drove to sch today..
it was such a bad driving..
i keep storing engine on slopes..
i really hate slopes..
i don't like slopes..
i am scared of driving on slopes..
it's just so irritating..
moreover, i'm driving a manual van which is such an oldie already..
anyway, my dad wants to use e toilet..
so i parked e car..
it was a gd 1..
e parking space is quite big for e van..
i did just once n im in..
im getting better with my parking =)
but i need to get over my fear over those stupid slopes..

i was quite early to reach sch which is lyk 12.50..
but none of my classmates ard..
i look into e class n checked my timetable its 407
i keep looking at e no and its correct..
but i don't know e people inside
i feel so weird..
so i went down to print my stuff
den called km - they already in e class and mr teo is in already??
so strange lor..
but today i really go into e correct class =p

handed up my report about adidas
i can focus on other projects to meet e deadlines..
but this module sure needs more reports..
just wait and see..hehe..

everyone keep asking me where i got my email
cause it's live.com.sg - wow so special??? haha
actually i would prefer it without .sg
abit extra..
anyway, it's the same as hotmail..
now everyone is using msn live ryt??
which is window live..
thats why got this @live.com.sg
answered!
also thks for praising my nice email =)
lemonade rocks =)
i'm addicted to lime, lemon juice since secondary..
my losing weight times (sec 2)
they are my favourites til now..
i also love fruit juice..
i rarely drink soft drinks
primary school was the times i drink so much of those that made me such a fatty =p

a stupid incident happen while i was walking up a stairs towards bus interchange..
i nearly fall from the trip while climbing up..
so paiseh <.>

such a winey post
to end it with..
research done by my sis about dreams =)
ENJOY
Chase dreams.
Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure.

The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you have a chase dream, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you.

One may be consumed by their own anger, jealousy, love, or self-destructive behavior. For example, you may be drinking too much or exhibiting open hostility toward others around you. You may subconsciously be threatened by these actions which have been jeopardizing your relationships and/or career. Your dreams are a way of calling attention to these self-destructive actions.

Exam dreams.
To dream that you are taking an exam, indicates that you are being put to the test or being scrutinized in some way. Such dreams highlight your feelings of being anxious and agitated. You may find that you cannot answer any of the questions on the test or that the test is in some foreign language. Is time running out and you find that you can not complete the exam in the allowed time? Or are you late to the exam? Does your pencil keep breaking during the exam? Such factors contribute to you failing this test. These dreams usually have to do with your self-esteem and confidence or your lack of. You are worried that you are not making the grade and measuring up to other people's expectations of you. You may also experience the fear of not being accepted, not being prepared, or not being good enough. You feel nervous, insecure and tend to believe the worst about yourself.

Falling dreams. (happened when i'm very tired and immediately after i fall asleep.)
Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall.

As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life. When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life.

Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love.You feel shameful and lack a sense of pride. You are unable to keep up with the status quo or that you don't measure up.

According to Freudian theory, dreams of falling indicate that you are contemplating giving into a sexual urge or impulse. You maybe lacking indiscretion.

Falling dreams typically occur during the first stage of sleep. Dreams in this stage are often accompanied by muscle spasms of the arms, legs, and the whole body. These sudden contractions, also known as myclonic jerks. Sometimes when we have these falling dreams, we feel our whole body jerk or twitch and we awaken from this jerk. It is thought that this jerking action is part of an arousal mechanism that allows the sleeper to awaken and become quickly alert and responsive to possible threats in the environment.

Teeth dreams.
Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams, include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion. Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies. It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.

Animal dreams.
To see an alligator in your dream, symbolizes treachery, deceit, and hidden instincts. It may be a signal for you to take a new perspective on a situation. It may also represent your ability to move between the material world of waking life and the emotional, repressed world of the unconscious. Alternatively, the alligator represents healing powers and qualities.

To dream that you are running away from the alligator, indicates that you are unwilling to confront some painful and disturbing aspect of your unconscious. There is some potentially destructive emotion that you are refusing to acknowledge and
owning up to.

Bear.
To dream that you are being pursued or attacked by a bear, denotes aggression, overwhelming obstacles and competition. You may find yourself in a threatening situation. Alternatively, bears symbolize the cycle of life and death and renewal. It may signal of period of introspection and thinking. The dream may also be a pun on "bare". Perhaps you need to bare your soul and let everything out into the open.

sat - 13 nov
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINA & BEN kor

we were totally in no mood for lesson..
people slping in class, chatting away and see..
we were there comwhoring in class!!
hehe =p
cam'in with e cap we gave pang

km - the cool girl
sh - the model girl
denise - the helmet girl

we were too wuliao..

and there is 1 more werid person
PANG!!
see how he slp in class...

TODAY
lesson is suppose to be 9am
its raining and so alot pf them was late..
early break til 9.30am
and back to class for some movie clips..
started from 10am to 11am and lesson end..
nex lesson at 12 noon only til abt 1pm..
what a day!!
so last min going for movie was a success..
with km, sh, ml, lf & yq

it was indeed a nice movie - touching [must watch]
^^

tml's morning class cancel, so can wake up ltr =)
also com skills presentation postpone to next week - lucky
khairul's report to be handed in lastest by 5pm on fri [finishing]
lots of things to be handed n presented before terms break - all the best
sacrifcing sleeps is indeed a must when you enter SDN -.-

new email add: lemonade@live.com.sg
does is sounds more class??? dotz..hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PANG!!
STRAWBERRY CAKE!!


have not pass his present to him cause just bought it today
ben was kind enough to explain how to maintain this cap below
nice ma?? matching with my pink bg ^^
its super big - 60.6cm
sh say i wear like wearing helmet, covering my eyes can..hehe..


let me explain in details
- when the outer cover is dirty, use brush to brush?
- when the inner part is dirty, use soap, water & brush it clean
- to remove away the soap gently use brush with water to brush away
- or use abit wet cloth to gently clean it
- hang to dry [* don't blow dry]

that is what comes into my mind, so i am not sure if i had changed any part of the cleaning process. but i am sure that 2nd point below is correct. abt the outer part of the cap i 4got what he said =p
thks ben

before today i thought he is quite a fierce person, but it does not seems so. he is quite friendly actually, though he got a fierce look =)
i like his lime green T

en & sh, click to see this


many project deadline coming, JIA YOU!!
ciao~

ytd mit en den went bras basah buy acrylic..
on the way to Oschool we bot Mac 60 cents ice-cream =p
our lesson is at 4pm but everytime delay til abt 4.30pm den start..
learn e dislocate hip de..
i cnt do properly den daniel cum and press me..
everytime 1 lor..
last tym learning e bouncing also..
i din bounce enough den he bounce for me..
so funny..haha..
after 5 plus is FB turn to dance..
daniel teaching them too..
he's lyk teaching non-stop for whole day??..hehe..
went parklane mac wif sh
i tink i saw my primary schoolmate..
but i'm nt sure if its him - Rahim =)
this few days i keep miting familiar ppl..
aniwae during mac time..
there is this uncle sitting beside us..
den i was asking sh abt e steps for e dance..
den we were looking at our legs..
the uncle super KPO
he lean forward at look at what we r up to..
super funny when sh give e reaction and saying duno wat..
super funny..
whatever we do e uncle also wan to KPO..

this morning i went jogging with eunice..
i need more jogging!!
im stil stick to my 2 short rounds and im tired..
driving routine again..
2dae went eunos market eat =)

this coming week so many things to present..
mon to thurs..
only fri free..
peace*

pissed off

Middle school thats where it starts
I hate it sometimes
and others its the best

But not this week
This week is poison
Spreading through my veins
He loves her He hates her
She sees him as a best friend she hates him the next
Other people don't want to get into this mess and
It kills me to see them this way
Tearing out each others hearts
Thinking about evil and destruction
Hating and fighting

The next come back spears them in the heart
and then they wonder
Hope it got them good
Why are we acting like this?
Were friends
Not enemies
The changes are so hurtful
When will it end?


I have heard thy reasons
seen thy treason
I'll let us wither like winter seasons.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!

today is a public holiday but it doesn't feel like it??
it feels like taking a day off from school
chionging projects at home??
hehe..
but..
i'm still quite slack lar..
only manage to touch 1 project out of countable of them =p

tml going sh hse do our enormous 3-in-1 printer
we need to do out as real as the real product
and ours is the biggest among the rest from our class..
hope we are able to finished it by week 11 or 12
coz we still need to sprayby week 13 we muz hand in a completed 1..
now is oready the end of week 4
jia you everione..

ytd was our class sports day..haha
afta rhino evrione get changed to go over to sports blk..
tho not evrione was der lar..
sh, km, fiona n me started off wif sum running..
i felt tired afta 1 round but did my 2nd round n no 3rd round for me =p
i nid to buck up my stamina..
anione wanna go for jogging for wat so eva ask me along ^^
captains ball afta tt - FUN!!
tuck out team won
yeah!! =)

went to north canteen for yong toufu
not too bad..but abit tasteless..

toking abt 2dae again..
afta candice drove work..
i drove to kallang airport for our breakfast..
i parked in e parallel parking..haha..
back home i parked veritcal and each of them was juz 1 try..
yeah!!
i seems to be improving..
but i need more improve more and of coz my confidence..
im stil scared <.>

超级星光大道- nice ^^

4 long days of weekends
pls make myself more hardworking!!
i just cnt concentrate on my work..
in class i oso cnt concentrate of wat lecturers are saying..
i cnt divert my attention correctly
slacker attitude =p

its someone's bdae today..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
i don't know why but i just well remember this date

watching my show
ciao~

subaru contest on saturday
its first day of the challenge and there's so many people..
but..
i was there again yesterday..
leaving only super few people..
moreover, mostly are women..

sunday was at garry's hse
there's ml, yq, mh, cy, lp, yd, jp, ls, seth and of coz me =)
was there watching e making of transformers - nice [it's funny]
we also watched e anime - paprika [nice!! - interesting]
dinner was great - pasta
the bread is yummy =D
long chat abt our courses from garry..

garry's younger son making monkey faces wif cy
they do look alike..hehe..
he is cute ryt - i mean isaia[duno how to spell]

back home was a long way from sambawang..hehe..
mini cooper would help??..hehe
thurs, fri, sat, sun no sch!!
yea!!
BUT
gonna chiong projects..
uncountable submissions on week 5..haha..
uncountable cause i lazy to count and think
tml gonna be sports day for our class..
cheerios ^^

found a video of my instructor Daniel
i like e song that he chose for the choreography =)

ytd was a super long dae..
class at 9am til 12 noon..
found my co-incidental twin
yong qi - my classmate
our outer sweater is e same
inner tank is e same colour tho different style
even our watch is almost e same..
hers is white n mine is black..haha..
so funny =p

went pizza @ amk with ml, yq, sm, km & mh
funny topics initiated by sm..
laugh til stomache
filling it is =)
afta tt mh went back sch for dance..
e rest of us went amkhub look for fiona n bf
arcade - km is fooled by e machine =p
we played e basketball thingy..
tiring!!
ate durian puff..hehe ^^
back sch at abt 5..
waited for ppl n bus to arrive..
our excursion to jurong there for movie..

the four back sitters =)

hearts given by the same person to two of us??
haha..
don't think im looking into e cam..
coz i duno whr is her(sihui) cam =p
sum more she duno how to take pic..
took so long..hee -.=

aniway, im so irritated by myself..
vomitted afta awhile of e journey..
i juz don lyk buses
BOO`
taxi too..
sometimes i cnt take cars n planes too..
i'll just feel like vomittin =p
pls be careful if i take ani of the vehicles..
also hv to make sure that e vehicles don hv odour..
talk plus movie til abt 11 plus..
gotta rush to take train n nus hm..
luckily we stil hv time =)
nice and meaningful movie..
back home i ate dinner/supper..
and went to slp awhile after..
so fattening..hehe..

dance ltr =D

boring lesson 2dae..
again - week 3 is ending
its thursday today
tml gonna be a long day
9-12 lesson
12-6 nothing
6 gotta go back sch for e SDN excursion??
hehe..
all the way to jurong there to watch some movie
educational kind?? =p
a busy week
sat dance and sun grp project and garry's hse =)

aniwae..
today i officially received my license
coz the 1 i took after i pass was a piece of paper ^^
my parents ask me keep my IC at home and replace it using my license..
e pic was my short hair period..
i tink i was taken whn i jus woke up lor..
stupid face..hehe =p
candice 1 is better..

training for yr 3 nafa starts on the coming wed..
running?? captains ball?? hehe..

slacking
ciao~

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