Sunday, December 10, 2006
haiz..haiz..been so long since i last blog??hehe..nvm..busy busy busy..tired..i really hate my life now..its really getting tougher..and ders really so mych tings 2 doubt abt..so many tings i gotta tink abt..evriting..been enduring dis n tt..i'm getting more awkward ard me too..don feel lyk getting aniwhr..juz feel lyk staying at hm..enjoy my tv shows..throw away all e stressness..whr laziness came to me again..at e same tym..im scared of getting bac 2 my once a super big sized girl..tho nw im stil big size..e once upon a tym is abt 20-30 more heavier den nw..and my elder sis seems 2 getting more weird..wateva i or my other family sae..she juz don care..haiz~ders nth seems 2 get ani progress..my dad says its coz im too tired..but..i juz feel so insecure..hving e dream on fri nite..whr i juz lay on my bed awhile ltr..tt scary tings happened..i am really scared..coz its juz so real..i rmb i did try 2 do sumting..but tt person?? juz kip forcing me and scolding me or wateva it is..i tink i saw tatoos on tt person..ders more of his guards ard or sumting???..i hope its juz a dream..but..its juz so real..coz i rmb i did try 2 open my eyes or sumting??..hao fan ar..im getting headaches easily duno since whn..starting of dis sem??ders really too much 2 handle..i juz hope..i cn get thru dis part of my life..n live better sooner..i hate e life nw..i felt tt..haiz..nvm..ders juz too much 2 sae..n im tinkin too too much..evrione's indirectly giving alot of stress..im really tired -.-
time will explain it all 12/10/2006 12:48:00 AM