Monday, July 23, 2007
what am i striving so hard for??
other people can just sit back and relax..
thinking others will do all the stuff??
nvm..
lessoned learned and i shall know what i should do next time round..
i know my temper have changed..
for the reason that i know myself...
can't they just manage their time well..
in addition, i have to plan well to manage e extra things i am doing..
but i know sometimes i failed to do so and have to find extra time..
i don't mind having less sleeps..even just 1 hr of sleep..
but then..so what..
the ending story will be "it's over" then..
taking things for granted cause thats human beings...
life is meant to be like that..
overcoming and enduring is what makes me move on..
thanks for those we have been a great help to me..
going through ups and downs..
i appreitiate it..
however, i'll also thank everyone who had passed by the journey of my life too
letting me learn along the way...
what choices i should and should not make next time..
what things i should treasure and cherish..
i've learnt from my fellow friends to become a more independent person..
they teach me life is going to get tougher when we are getting into a higher level..
maybe now i've become a person who lets people hate..i don't know..
but i've to learn to let people hate me to be a stronger and a braver person..
i felt that i look older now..
after holiday still have to chiong a few projects..
after that i gonna sleep all i can to replenish..
and be more alert for my driving..
and i hope i can pass for the 1st time..
i've spend so much on it..
i don't want to waste my hard earn money..
so i think i can't be working..
unless its for a short period of time ones..
cause i'll be learning driving almost everyday..
i have not been able to find time for scanning..
hope i can find time during the holidays..
i don't want anything to happen to myself too..
non-stop projects..
never ending work..
so..
i shall drop my pen here..
nights/morning ^^
time will explain it all 7/23/2007 12:30:00 AM